My Twin Flame Romance — Part 20
Mind Fucked
If you haven’t read Part One, I suggest you do that now. There’s some important disclaimers in there I just don’t feel like repeating — so check it out and come back here when you’re done. Kthx.
Remember waaay back when I first knowingly transferred my feelings for Erik to Rick? And then how the emotions hopped around and settled on Arnie?
Well, it’s pretty clear by now how leaving Arnie complicated things.
At that point, though, I had left childhood behind. I knew things still bothered me from the past, but… I had my own child now. I couldn’t be hung up on that stuff; I had to grow up and be a mom.
Facepalm. 🤦♀️
My “New Best Friend”
Ben helped me gather my courage in leaving Arnie. He didn’t interfere with my decision-making process, but once I had those reasons written it was clear he wasn’t exactly wrecking any homes.
Arnie and I were done. It just hadn’t been finalized yet.
After I settled things with Arnie and moved out (though there may have been some overlap, I don’t have exact dates), Ben and I decided to date a little.
Nothing serious, though, because I was trying to rebuild my life and all. That’s what I told him…
