Shhh, it’s a secret! — Last edited: October 15, 2022 I love reading, writing, imagining and having sex. There’s a reason why there are things “better than sex:” it’s a pretty high bar to hit. And yet, nothing has really changed since my early realizations about how The World Hates Sex. …

My attempt at using AI as a tool for writing — AI generated writing definitely lacks that certain something we’re all looking for in fiction. Fiction is all about the human experience, and AI just doesn’t know much about that. However… *Not a Medium Member yet? Click here to get started!* AI does have its uses in providing some helpful suggestions…

He helped me gain ‘sex-esteem’ — I knew he wanted me, but I couldn’t find the words to tell him I felt the same. How I longed to feel his touch, the warmth of his breath, the swell of his cock. But, like a ‘proper lady,’ I kept my legs and my mouth shut. “You’re so…

This time things are looking good — Just like before, I showered in preparation of this intimate experience. This time, I laid a soft blanket in front of the mirror, making sure to apply lotion to certain areas before getting started. Before that moment, I’d confronted the fear that writing erotica meant my body just wasn’t sexy…

What’s underneath the fabric? — Long ago, See Cat challenged me to look at myself naked and write what I saw. For months now, I’ve been avoiding it. Check out her article here: I’m Naked Over Here! [Part 1] Meeting my Reflection — My Version of Mirror Workseecat.medium.com To be fair, I’ve been avoiding looking at myself naked as well. At 40 years old, I no longer feel sexy, and…

Reuniting the Flames — If you haven’t read Part One, I suggest you do that now. There’s some important disclaimers in there I just don’t feel like repeating — so check it out and come back here when you’re done. Kthx. Finally, after 30 chapters worth of this story, I reunited with my twin flame. Sunday morning, well after 4 am, I finally wore down enough to sleep…

Teenage Excitement At Thirty Something? — If you haven’t read Part One, I suggest you do that now. There’s some important disclaimers in there I just don’t feel like repeating — so check it out and come back here when you’re done. Kthx. The dreams and circumstances all aligned; it was finally time for me to…

When Angels Deserve To Die — If you haven’t read Part One, I suggest you do that now. There’s some important disclaimers in there I just don’t feel like repeating — so check it out and come back here when you’re done. Kthx. The dreams continued to haunt me every 2–3 months for the entirety of…

Chasing After Unicorns — If you haven’t read Part One, I suggest you do that now. There’s some important disclaimers in there I just don’t feel like repeating — so check it out and come back here when you’re done. Kthx. As I settled into the codependent bond Sean and I were building, there…